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Friendzone

It's been 2years since you locked me here alone

In this favorite place of yours; The Friend zone


It's obvious that my only crime

Was making the first move at that time


You've snubbed me for too long

And I'm beginning to wonder what I did wrong


And if you check our inbox

You may find cobwebs inside

Because the conversation that existed between us

Died because of your pride


Each time I hear you tell him "ILY", I wish you don't mean it

Even when I looked into your future and couldn't find me in it


I can't cry you a river because I know you can't swim

And if not for insomnia, I could at least be the Man of your dreams


I'm always BATTLING with nervousness whenever I'm at your door

So literary, I'm your KNIGHT in the shiny armor


Now I'm starting to believe that crushing on you is waste of time

But giving up is actually not my thing,so I don't mind


Before I sleep tonight,I'll pray as I was taught to do

Then hope that I'll wake up to messages sent by you



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