Apology

I don't hope things should get any better Once you get to read this apology letter

I'm sorry that you were subjected to abuse as a child
It was obvious that the trauma always had you riled

I'm sorry I was always right when we fight everytime
I'm sorry you didn't like seeing me have a peace of mind

I'm sorry for things I had and haven't done
I'm sorry for more things that were yet to come

Why did you leave me when I needed you the most
I knew our love was dead but I do believe in ghosts

You left me without letting your motives known
Maybe you thought I'd feel punished if I'm alone


It's hard to rely on people in this world we live in
I knew you wouldn't change but I kept on believing

I'm not filled with remorse for letting you go I know you'll need time to work on your ego

I was your cure while you were my sickness
I was your strength while you were my weakness

And judging from every point of view
The problem wasn't me, it was you

Sometimes I want to call because even though what you did wasn't right,
I still hope you're alright.